He/She isn't even her yet but I can't stop looking at the photo's and watching the video. I must have watch it 50 times already lol. Anthony has also watched it many times, he's trying to figure out the sex lol.... It's just so exciting, to know we are gonna be parents again. To be bringing a child into this world, that was in our minds not even possible, it's so surreal, almost fantasy. Now we can SEE him/her. We can feel him/her inside of me. And in a few months we will be holding him/her. I have a million feelings about this newest addition, some good, some uncertain.
I worry alot about how this is going to affect my relationship with Aeilani. How she is going to deal with a new person, when it's always just been her. I almost feel like she's going to resent me for having another child. An resent the child for just existing. I guess all I can do is keep the lines of communication's open with her, and continue to support her as she matures.
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