It’s hard to believe I will have another life to take care of in jus a few weeks. This fetus inside of me is moving nonstop, letting me know it’s real, but it still feels so unreal. I can feel, and see the baby moving inside of me. I can hear it’s heart beat, and still it’s so unreal.
Here I am 15 years later having another child. I thought this day would never come. I was told by Dr’s it wasn’t even possible. Now here we are 31weeks an 3days pregnant. It’s all so UNREAL. This baby I carry, is meant to be here. He/She is going to do great things. Possibly change the world. I have great faith in both of my offspring.
Aeilani has already changed my world, and is on her way to changing the world as a whole. She has shown me LOVE, KINDNESS, & more than anything else she has shown me who I am. She has saved me from myself countless times. I am forever grateful that she is my daughter, I love her more than meat loves salt.
So when does this begin to feel real, or will it always be UNREAL???
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